joanne

2012-01-04T14:02:00.008+08:00

Shall post something about De 30 and 31 =) Sorry for posting late as i had no time to post =(
And i really thank all of you who celebrated with me. Thanks alot ! =D

30 Dec
Morning had breakfast with parents, starting wasnt good. But it end well ! hehe!
Mom treated me breakfast and dad gave me money heheheh!

Had dinner with Jiaen, zihui and zihui's family at Putian @ City Square.
Then went shopping hehehe!

31 Dec

Went to sentosa with SiaoEii!
They prepared the cakes when i go toilet change clothes as im the only one changing clothes.
After eating the cakes we played some games.

Around evening, we went to eat the bread that prepared by zy and some tibits from me.
After that we went to bath and send gina to MRT as she had dinner with family.

Walked for awhile and saw Tiramisu at BreadTalk. then saw yogurt ice cream so we sat down and eat yogurt ice cream. Then zy say she wanna go toilet and then after that she came back with a Tiramisu ! hehehe! Felt abit bad as they alr bought a cake and now they buy Tiramisu.

After eating we went to City Square for Korean BBQ!

2011-12-12T17:07:00.000+08:00

Cut my hair, like finally! My hair is super long and irritating but after cutting, i regretted =(
I miss my long hair !

Gonna post some Taiwan trip photos here but for more photos, you will have to go to my fb =)

The hotel we stayed in.

Hotel toilets

Restaurants

Celebrities Shop!

Kang Kang and other celebrities opened this shop.

Jay Chou's shop.

But i do not know what he sell =/

Show Luo's shop

JJ Lin's shop

I forgot who opened this =X

五月天's Ah xin open this shop.

Polaroids!

2011-12-09T14:22:00.000+08:00

Hey People, Im back from Taiwan!
Went to Taiwan for 1 week! Actually want to go for more than 1 week but cant book the air tickets back.
At Taiwan, we saw our relatives there. LOL! like so coincidence larhs!
Anyway i shall upload the photos on Monday as that is when i can use the comp longer. =)

2011-11-29T10:44:00.002+08:00

Today don know why i woke up so early for when i slept late last night.
Sigh... Tmr BEO paper, and i have no mood to study at all !
And head damn pain, don know what's wrong with my head.
I still plan to watch MAMA awards at evening, even though there's alot of groups not coming. =(
Kind of sad but at least got SJ! HEHEH ^^

Now my mood is in hoilday mood instead of exam mood!
Keep thinking that thursday going out with friends and fri, i will be flying to Taiwan!
But i know i cant keep thinking about it, if not tmr exam how? I don want to fail oh! I want to prove to him that I will still do well even all i think about is Taiwan!

And one more thing ! I'm so gonna cut off my hair! I'm starting to find it irritating, especially my fringe! :@

~~If time can stop at the time I'm enjoying, relax and happy... it would be great.~~
i wish i can talk to you like how others do =)

2011-11-28T17:25:00.003+08:00

Today's POA paper Section C, i anyhow bomb answers.
Anyway now left BEO paper to go, and i will be able to enjoy! Hehehehehe!
Cant wait for my hoildays! Even thought holidays are kind of boring but at least i doesn't need to wake up early ! But of course i will definitely become a maid. -.-

Today totally no mood to study, maybe is because of my headache bah. So pain, it started when I was doing my POA Section B.
Don know why pain also. hais...
Instead of studying im watching an anime. It's so nice! Make me feel like eating cake!

Suddenly don really wish my birthday to come.
But i wish someone cares.
Please don ruin it.

2011-11-25T11:04:00.000+08:00

Stomach bloated and pain, thanks to that can of root beer I drank last night!
And today feeling so sleepy early morning also thanks to that medicine i eat this morning as stomach super pain.
Anyway going to watch "you are the apple of my eyes" with Siaoeii! So i should be hyper abit!

2011-11-01T19:58:00.004+08:00

These few days I'm getting stress about school work ! Damn lots of things to memorize ! They like think our brains are comp man!

Today meet Gina and Ziying for breakfast as usual, just that we met 30 mins earlier as Gina want to buy clothes at Cotton On. We also bought a bracelet as Gina need to buy $5 things to exchange her shorts.

Anyway I have been watching Super Snoops, Hong Kong drama.
This drama damn funny and nice! But only have 20 episodes and I alr watched finish =(
But lucky still got another nice Hong Kong drama to watch =D

2011-10-15T16:00:00.001+08:00

Watch this Thai movie called ' Yes or No' introduced by friends.

It's a sweet and sad story. The story is about two girls falling for each other.
Do watch this movie at Funshion if you have. =)

Have been watching 'It's Okay, Daddy's Girl'
It's a very sad drama but it's also a very meaningful drama, and since I can’t cry in front of my parents, I took this drama as a reason why I cry.

Last few days weren’t my day at all! I'm just too sensitive about what people say or how people look at me.

But I know I will be able to walk through it.
I today I woke up, the first thing I think about is what Mr Hee said he was disappointed in me. Next I remembered my mom said she was disappointed in me too. Two people have said they are disappointed in me, I hope there won’t be the third one. As the word 'disappointed' affect me a lot.

Last night had dinner with parents, aunt and uncle. The dinner starting was good but to the middle, they started to say things about my grandma. It makes me feel sad and keep on thinking about the days when my grandma was still in hospital. =( I miss her a lot!

2011-10-03T19:25:00.000+08:00

sick for days and i din lose any weight, instead my dad lose weight.
And even cough till lost my voice. -.-

anyway now found one new anime called "Blood +".

2011-08-28T20:24:00.001+08:00

my cute little baby boy. ♥

Miserable.

Took photos as there was nothing to do.

Today feel kinda sad as heechul gives his final words on Inkigayo.
I wish to see 13 of them together again !

Today was a very boring day for me.

Re-watch an anime called Lovely Complex to kill time.
Still find this anime nice.

It's sad how some people who were once so important in your life became a complete stranger on the streets.

2011-08-27T12:54:00.002+08:00

Since i'm free, i shall blog.
Ytd wasn't a good day for me. My toilet door dropped on my head! so pain ! =(
Had POA test ytd. Leave lots of blanks. Confirm fail until very jialat.
Watching 男女生了沒 to cheer myself up abit as it's so funny !
Thanks to Gina for introducing this show to us. =)

Lost a friend who i can vent at. Anyway it's good for me. And thanks to that person for cheering me up for the last few months.

2011-08-10T19:38:00.003+08:00

These days things aren't going good for me and Siaoeii.
We have been in bad moods. Miss the hyper Siaoeii.
And at least he got cheer me up the last two days.
Got him cheering me up, i will feel better. =)

Anyway i'm worried for my Project as my thumbdrive got virus and none of my files can be open.
If my files can't be retrieve, i have to redo everything. I'll definite cry on the spot!
Should really pray hard that my files can be retrieved!

forcing yourself to smile and say "i'm fine", is like stabbing yourself with a knife saying not pain.

2011-07-27T17:40:00.000+08:00

found a new apps to take nicer photos which makes my face look so clean.
Anyway lessons are getting boring.
Wanting to sleep in class also cannot.
And tmr having class bonding at North Point. We still have to go there our own.

2011-07-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

this term module sucks! make me lost interest in studying. -.-
i even asked myself why did i go school for?
Somemore my POA teacher is a gay! And his lesson damn boring larhs!
Almost all the modules make me wanna sleep in class.
This term gonna have lots of projects liao larhs! =( I HATE PROJECTS!

And this term got two shocking things happened. First, Mr Hee is our BEO teacher and he asked us to form into groups for the coming projects. And i was choosen to be leader by SiaoEii. I don think i wanna say the second shocking thing here. =)

OH ! there's still one more thing! This coming tuesday i have NAPFA. Somemore it starts at 8am, when my school starts at 1pm. -.- So sian larhs! need to go school early, nevermind, shall ask Ziying to bring Monopoly deal! ^^v

That's all for today.
CIAO~

2011-06-28T20:46:00.003+08:00

Saturday, 25.06.2011
First time attending cosplay events.

First, meet Ziying at Serangoon Circle Line at 11.30am. Had lunch at Pasir Ris then headed to Downtown East. Then get on the bus that heading to Downtown East, then we saw some people also looks like they are going to the cosplay event and since Ziying and me don't know where is the cosplay location, we decided to follow those people. Hahaha! XD

Went reached there, we got excited because first time saw so many people cosplaying is so damn nice~
We started to walk around and saw that there's booths, selling lots of anime stuffs. We bought some stuffs and then also took some photos. =D Actually not some is quite alot. Hahaha XD And also saw my cousin and ziying's friend. =)
Went home quite early as there's nothing to walk and see.

Ziying's favourite anime character =)

Ziying's. =)

Mine =)

My cousin =)

Ziying's friend =)

Sunday, 26.06.2011
Second day of cosplay event.

We meet late so we will be able to watch the ending as we didn't watch it on the first day. We decided to have lunch at home and dinner out.
Took the same bus to Downtown East, and in the bus there was a group of teenagers sitting behind us. One of the girl said that Downtown East have lots of handsome guys. After alighting the bus, we were telling one another that there are handsome guys at there. XD Hehehehe~

When to the booths and they are selling the same things. Then walked for awhile and saw an anime character that i like! And that character is Allen Walker! Heheheh! We decided to go ride bicycle for 1 hour since there is nothing to walk or see and i was feeling lazy to take pictures.
When we are about to return the bicycles, we got lost hahaha! Was late 5-10 mins for returning. =/ After that went to Kopitiam to buy drinks and rest for awhile.
After that went back to the event. I started to take pictures again when I said I don feel like earlier on. =X
But didn't take lots of pictures. As when we were back from cycling, some cosplayers were alr leaving. =/

Watched the last part of the event. It's so nice, even i don't really know the part when they are revealing the results. After they revealed the results they called all the cosplayers to go up the stage to dance, and those cosplayers at the back can only lift up their weapon hahaha so funny! XD too bad there is one cosplayer that i like with big big wings didn't go up the stage. But if he goes up, his wings will only hit other cosplayers because it's too big. Hahaha! Anyway one of the contestant cosplay as one of the character i like, no wonder wasn't able to see him walking around.
After that all the cosplayers were asked to go somewhere else. And of course i got the chance to took picture of that character i like. He is so nice, even he is in the rush in leaving, he still allows me to take picture of him. =D

After that went to Kopitiam to have dinner, and headed home after that.

Allen Walker <3
Regret for not taking picture with him =(

The guy with big big wings. =D

Saw this cute group of cosplayers. =)

The part where all the cosplayers are dancing.

The winner of the cosplay and the character i like!

2011-06-22T13:08:00.001+08:00

when to nex for dinner and movie with Zi Ying ytd. =)
in the cinema got one ang mo sit beside me, feel so weird hahahaha!
but din get to see his face. Aiyer~!

Today is the 4th day. Why am i counting the days? I know the reason anyway.
And i alr said goodbye so i should stop.

2011-06-18T22:09:00.001+08:00

Thursday, 16.06.2011
Went to paya lebar to find sis.
Stayed at sis office awhile as she can only leave at 6.
When i was there, i heard one of her collegues say that when she was at her father's hometown, she and her cousins would go around stealing people's chicken, duck and chicks. Because at there too bored. They even burn spiders and CATS! OH MY~ =@
i was damn angry when i heard that! How could they do that sia!!
Anyway when it was 6, my sis and i left the place and headed to Bugis.
Had dinner first at Ma Maison as i was too hungry =/ The restaurant look nice and romantic.
After dinner went to look for Dad's pants. His pants are not easy to find ! =/ bought one pant at a shop and it costs $50 plus. =/
After that headed to Bugis Street. Bought two pants from there and it's cheap, two pants add together is equal that expensive pants! =/ But it's ok as it's for Dad =)
Sis and i also bought some clothes hahahaha! =D

Friday, 17.06.2011
being forced to wake up early as mom wants us to have breakfast and go out the whole day together, because it's Fathers' Day!! ^^
Went to Marine Parade for breakfast then aunt's house.
Stayed at aunt's house till dinner time. Aunt, uncle and parents were playing mahjong. The rest of us watch C.L.I.F. and i slept for awhile as i was too tired but too noisy to sleep =/
Dinner at toa payoh, then headed home.

Saturday, 18.06.2011
Breakfast at home then dinner out.
Today i wasn't feeling well as im having headache. =/
Parents scolded me for that because i keep on staying up late.
But not until 2 or 3am, i cant sleep. =(
That's all for today bah, gonna play sushido with sis~! ^^

2011-06-15T12:43:00.000+08:00

was too lazy and busy to post last few days/ weeks. So i shall post something today. =)

Monday, 13-06-11,
went to Nex, Party world with Siaoeii to celebrate Eileen's birthday! =D
Had a great day with them! =D
We sang quite alot of songs but most of it are sad one =/

Tuesday, 14-06-11,
nothing much happened ytd.

And today I'm going to clean my house living room.
so tired and hungry... =(

Din few good since 080611.
I said something that i shouldn't but lucky till now everything is still fine between us.
He still text me everyday. I wish to tell him to stop but if he stops, i would feel very weird.
So i decided to let it be bah. And pretends nothing happened. =)
But he also pretending nothing happened or like he said he can't don think about it?

2011-05-20T16:12:00.000+08:00

gonna post about myself today, as i got back my Life skills paper that says about what kind of person i am, and it's so damn true.

Joanne, as an Advocate style, is a steady, social individual who strives for positive relationships at work and at home. An Advocate can be very detail oriented when the situation requires it, but overall they tend toward individualism, independence and light attention to detail.

Joanne may take opposite sides of a disagreement and feel frustrated if things do not go accordingly to plan. Desicions are difficult for Advocate to make unless their paramenters of authority are clearly defined, and they may tend to "shoot from the hip" if forced to make a decision when they would prefer not to do so. Joanne would much rather have someone else make the decision, especially if they hold that individual in high esteem and respect. Joanne tends to be moderate, thorough and dependable.

Advocates do not like conflict. Rather than create conflict in a group, they will tend to let others do what they want, even if they disagree with them. Advocates do not like to confront people unless necessary.
Advocates have the ability to focus their attention on tasks that need to be completed, and to work them until they have been finished. They have respect for leaders and are quality and service minded. Joanne is people oriented, but can be detail and task oriented as well. Joanne is motivated throught joint collaboration and likes to work in groups.

Advocates do not tend to be arguementative, but may hold grugdes if situations are left unresolved.
This tends to happen due to their fear of confrontation. Advocates may have difficulty being direct about things if there is a fear that there will be devastating effects to a relationship. Joanne Prefers to make decisions in a way that takes an individual's feelings into account, but will not be likely to disregard the facts when doing so. Joanne is usually seen as a humble and thoughtful person.

Because this individual cares about how others feel, Joanne may feel uncomfortable making decisions that strongly affects others. An encourager to others, Joanne promotes involments in decision-making process and prefers to work in a team role. Others tend to see them as agreeable and humble.

A warm, outgoing person, Joanne enjoys a high level of interaction with others. Finding the "silver lining" in a difficult situation comes easily, and Joanne typically enjoys the thrill of trying new things. Others find Joanne easy to approach and enjoy their easy, open rapport.

Joanne values close, personal relationships and will often put the needs and desires of those who are loyal friends ahead of her own. This is an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. Joanne will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in lifestyle and finds joy in keeping tradition.

Joanne may be sensitive to criticism and will tend to internalize emotions. Joanne likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects and will follow a logical process to gain successful results.

2011-04-26T17:48:00.001+08:00

sian ~ tmr till next thurs, gina is not in sg, she will be at taiwan.
awww im gonna miss her badly =/

Dear Gina,
enjoy your trip and miss us! we will definitely miss you damn lots! =(
Take care uh!
without you, i confirm will get bullied by Ziying and Eileen =( *SOB*
but don worry, when you come back i wont complain to you. hehehehe! =)

your friend,
Joanne =)
26.04.11

2011-04-26T17:16:00.001+08:00

ytd weather was so hot!
i was sweating in com lab and in class!
the com lab aircon no wind one, plus im sitting at one corner. -.-
then in class ppl snatch our place, then we have to sit other place which is hot !
so hot till i don even have the mood to do my work.
lucky sch end early as our SBM teacher is not coming.
played heart attack game after sch, and was thinking where should go. but in the end we decided to go home.

walked pass my god sis shop when going home, then she ask me to go eat mac with her.
after we eat, i go buy food for my sis as she is at home. =)
at night went to nex for dinner with sis as mom is not cooking.
we ate Ajisen Ramen =) then went to fairprice to buy ice cream, then popular to buy pen and lastly, food court to buy food for mom.
then cab home =D

today run 2.4, i failed hahaha!
as i was all the way walking with Seri, we was happy that it rained =D and it feels so good to run and walk under the rain.
actually wanna continue doing that but teacher don allow.
after that went rain got abit smaller, we all went home except for ziying as she is waiting for her friend to go home tgt.

that's all
CIAO~! ^^

btw people, please take good care of yourself as there's a virus, it's like flu and cough but it takes more than 1 week to heal.

~~Whenever I walk pass you, I longer feel happy/excited. Seems like im alr over you.~~

- Quotes and Interesting post from Twitter -

♥ Everyone can make you Smile.. but it takes that one special person to make you Happy.

♥ Love is possible after friendship, but friendship is not possible after love.
♥ hates to keep on contacting someone, cause as time goes by, you wouldn't know what to say to that person when you want to contact that person back.

♥ Her life just stopped when he left her. But you can't see with that smile on her face.
♥ A friend would let you copy their homework but a best friend would say "I didn't do it either!

2011-04-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

ytd was a long day for me. So tired !
&& sch ended early, around 3pm but our cca starts at 5pm.
so we decided to eat at canteen then go to library for aircon.
we wanted to play monopoly cards but we scared cant play so we ask the librarian there, she say can play except for poker cards.
played the first round, kok ping came in, then he say xin fa they all ps him. after that he went to use com.
and went my friends and i are saying about my stomach, kok ping was walking towards our table then we all burst out laughing. HAHA!
cca end at 7pm, called dad to fetch me home. then my two friends also want have to free ride but too bad my dad's car can only fetch 1 person and it's ME =D

today went out with parents and sis cause stay at home very hot so decided to go bugis shopping.
and mom wasnt happy cause she din bring her card so she cant get the things she want =(
but after that her mood came back alr =)
we went to nex to eat pastamania!
then went to arcade as my dad wants. then we all walk past a shop that sell hair accessories.
bought some of it. ^^

after went to buy present for cousin and uncle as tmr is their birthday. =)
went home after that. =D

enjoyed my day even though alot of things happened.

2011-04-19T18:33:00.001+08:00

today im feeling so restless and moodless.
after last nigth, i've decided i cant keep on pretending that i don know.
somehow i think it's me who caused my friends to be restless and moodless. so sorry to them... =(
as i cant really smile...

anyway, sch as usual nothing much. it's just that we played monopoly more today. and i got tricked by gina, eileen and ziying early in the morning. but lucky i din believe them. =)
today S&W run under the HOT HOT sun! almost die under the sun while running ! =/

after that went to canteen to buy milo, and the milo is SOOOO COLD! I LIKE IT!!! =D
played monopoly before going home.
reached home, bathed out still feeling so HOT!!

shall post Monday Couple video when they tgt! =D
Monday Couple Jjang!! ^^

video 1

video 2

-Quotes and interesting post from Twitter-

♥ I did not change it was just you weren't close enough to me to know.

♥ *sees an annoying person you don like* thinking: don see me, please don see me. *trying to hide* Annoying person: hey ! How are you?
♥ Being afraid to lose someone even though he/she is not yours.

♥ People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone.. The truth is, you knew what you had. You just never thought you will lose it.

♥ Fake smiles hide the deepest sadness.

2011-04-17T19:17:00.005+08:00

din go out these two days, was staying at home watching Running Man. =)
All of them are so funny! XD
Monday Couple is so sweet and funny!
&& JoongKi also like Jihyo!!

found Monday Couple and Song Song Couple ( JoongKi & Jihyo) fanpage in fb. ^^
but Monday Couple only have 47 likes with 1 photo, and Song Song couple have 138 likes with lots of photos. *SOB* Monday Couple should have lots of likes and photos mah! They say sweet and they like each other!

hahah photo took by gary ^^

triangle love, hahahah!

& i also made a promise to myself.
everything will be fine from now. I'm not going to cry anymore.
going smile and laugh like nothing is wrong.

-Quotes and interesting posts from Twitter-

♥ im saying things that is so different words from the words in my heart.

♥ If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.

♥ A friend is that knows you as you are, understand where you have been, accept what you have become, and still, able to take all your attitudes.

♥ It's not the goodbye that hurts, It's knowing I'll never get another hello.

♥ Nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want most, is the person you're best without.

2011-04-15T14:45:00.003+08:00

dad fetched me to sch today =D

so i am able to sleep a little later and take my own sweet time.

today Mr Ling (sbm teacher) was telling my group about our project, my friends seems to understand what he is saying and like im the only one don know. so i walked around and see chiobu with friends. ^^ ( starting to think that i am a pervert who likes to see chiobu. =/ )

standing there listening to what Mr Ling is saying, makes my brain feels more blank and empty. =/

eileen came in not long then, me and eileen went back to our desk to use fb. hahahhaa!

not long my friends also came back. they say we need to separate ourselves to 2 - 3 ppl as 2 ppl need to do sbm project 2 and 3 ppl do project 1.

after sbm was osa. nothing much to say about osa.

went home after that.

was supposed to meet my monk (friend) but he still haven book out from army so i went home. =(

that's all.

CIAO~! ^^

im feeling that everyone is starting to hate me.
lost trust in everyone...

- Qoutes and interesting post from Twitter - ( shall post only 5 posts each time i blog as my friend say it's too much to have 10.)

♥ Ppl always say "confess your love before it's too late", but there is always a situation that you cant confess.

♥ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.

♥ They say "they will be there for you", but they are nowhere to be found when you need them the most.

♥ Wherever I look at you, I feel a sudden sadness, because I know you are someone who could never be mine

♥ Everyday i smile and pretend nothings wrong, its called putting everything aside and simply being Strong.

2011-04-12T18:33:00.003+08:00

sch as usual nothing much, is just that i got more tired and sleepy than last time.
sch is getting boring~!
but lucky ytd and today get to go home early! =D
and tmr sch start late! AWESOME~

- Qoutes and interesting posts from Twitter -

♥ I love knowing that I'm the reason behind that smile.

♥ I rather be alone.

♥ I said i had short term memory but mom say it's irresponsibity.

♥ Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people. If they care, they'll notice. If they don't, you know where you stand.

♥ Taking long to text someone back because they took long to text you.

♥ And i'm standing here but you won't even turn your head to look at me.

♥ Don't dwell on the past, you cant change it, don't try to see the future, you can't predict it. Focus on the present.

♥ Not telling you because i still wanna be your friend and not the one you are always hiding from.

♥ I might seem like I don’t care. I might seem like I’m okay. I might seem like I hate you. But I really don’t feel that way

♥ Friendship is like piano, maybe black, maybe white, with different tones, but together, they play a great music.

2011-04-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

went out with ziying ytd.
was at nex with her the whole afternoon.
ate Pastamania > walk > watch Rio (movie) > Mac > home.

- Quotes and intersting posts from Twitter -

♥ Relationship without trust is like a car without an engine. It won't work.

♥ Everyone has bad times. Everyone has problems. But don't sacrifice all the good times for them.

♥ I'm insecure, I break things, I don't have the latest fashion, I don't have perfect hair, I make mistakes, but that's just me

♥ Protect her, love her, kiss her, hold her, smile with her, laugh with her. but dont make her fall for you if you dont plan to catch her.

♥ Hate people to twist and turns their words !

♥ Smiles mean nothing, look in someone's eyes and you will see the pain in disguise.

♥ I hate it when people lie, especially when you know the truth about what they are lying about.

♥ I may not be perfect. I may not be everyone's 1st choice, but I'm ME and I don't pretend to be anyone else.

♥ Dear Students, I know when you're texting. Seriously, no one just looks down at their crotch and smiles. Sincerely, teacher.

♥ Forget what hurt you in the past. But never forget what it taught you.

♥ If you're going to be two-faced at least make one of them pretty.

2011-04-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

ytd did some dicussion about sbm project 2 with ziying and eileen.
played monopoly deal after that, followed by late dinner at nex. =)

today went back to secondary school for award presentation day.
saw some of friends there. =)
was talking to friend while waiting for our turn to go up stage, and im nervous when it was going to our turn.
when im on stage, i feel so ps as everyone is looking at me !
and im so afraid that i would fall but lucky i did not. Phew!

friend all ciao after taking the prize. and i was alone, and its so damn bored but lucky got friends to msg. =)
after that went to thai restaurant for dinner.
after that home sweet home.

that's all .
Ciao~! ^^

2011-04-07T16:18:00.002+08:00

ytd ziying and i went to nex for lunch and after that headed to my house to do projects.
but we only did cs roleplay cause we don know how to do sbm. after doing cs decided to do lifeskill but the portal don allow us to go in -.-
so played maple as ziying is waiting for me to lvl up.
at around 6, sent ziying to bus stop, when she's up the bus then i leave.

today early in the morning, someone is alr make me so pissed !
seriously i hate them! there's no way i stop them from what they are doing.
when they win they would say it's the past, but when they lose, they will just keep on dragging the past out!
is like WTF?!
now is like my fault for forgetting things, SERIOUSLY is forgetting a CRIME?!
like im the only one who forget not them!
if want me to remember things then ask that BITCH to remember and tell me when larhs! FUCK!

to me now the only place i can vent my anger is on blog and twitter.
fb is now i say fake things. not to let anyone know what happened to me and not to let my friends worried.

- Qoutes & some funny/ interesting post from twitter -

♥ Saying sorry doesn't mean anything. It's how you learn from your mistake & how you treat the person afterward.

♥ Everytime I find the key to happiness, someone changes the lock.

♥ Just because I dont talk about my problems, doesnt mean they dont exist.

♥ Best friends are people who make your problems their problems, just so you don't have to go through them alone.

♥ Just because you're a smartass doesn't mean you can underestimate me.

♥ The truth hurts, but it doesn't kill. Lies may please, but they don't heal.

♥ When you're single all you see are happy couples. When your in a relationship all you see is happy people who are single.

♥ A relationship without trust is like an iPod without music, theres no point of having one.

♥ Facebook is where you lie to your friends. Twitter is where you're honest with complete strangers.

♥ It's hard to trust someone the second time around after they already gave you one reason not to trust them.

♥ Making a million friends is not a miracle. The miracle is to make a friend who will stand by you when milions are against you.

♥ I Luv walking in the rain bcoz nobody knows I'm crying.

♥ Sometimes you have to forget what's gone, appreciate what still remains, and look forward to what's coming next.

♥ In school, you're taught a lesson & then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.

♥ Life brings tears, smiles & memories. The tears dry, the smiles fade, but the memories last forever.

feeling miserable...

2011-04-05T13:50:00.001+08:00

Last night, my heart hurts so much that i cried. It wasnt the first and last night that i cried.
My heart hurt so much that like im gonna lose something precious to me, like the way how i lose my grandma.
People around me told me to stop thinking about it, but my heart just keeps on thinking.
No matter what i do, no matter where i am, i could always think of my grandma.
Everyone told my grandma to rest in peace, except for me. Because im just so hurt to ask her rest in peace.
After all, this is still too sudden for me to accept.

Now no one can help me, only time and myself is able to help me walk out of this darkness.
But i gave up on helping myself. I've been putting on a smile. But... now i don think i can smile anymore.

Whenever i see knives, i would think how would i cut my hand and how would the blood flows.
And i am always stopping myself to think that way. Because there's still someone out there, who needed me.
To make myself feel better, i hit the wall and scratches myself to feel the pain. After feeling the pain, i would feel better.
I have a feeling that im going to have depression.
I'm afraid...
I wish there's someone to pull me out.

Whenever i cries at night, grandma would come to my dream, is like cheering me up but now she don come to my dream to cheer me up anymore.
And it's time i let go, so i should say "rest in peace, ah ma..."
hope i can really let it go.

I wish i can sleep forever... forever don wake up... cause being awake hurts alot...

2011-04-05T13:32:00.002+08:00

woke up at 9 plus ytd but my body seems to be stuck to my bed...
forced myself to get off my bed at 10am if not im gonna be late as im meeting them at 11.20am @ bishan, mahattan.
before i go bath, i switched on my com to charge my ipod.

when i bath out is alr 10.20am.
rushing to get ready and downloading songs.
was supposed to leave house at 10.45, but i leave out at 10.55am
cause i miss my bus so i was thinking to leave house late.
at opp the bus stop i saw my bus !
too bad, there's too much car so i cant cross the road.
so waited for my bus, deciding to take 103 to mrt station but i would real early if i take train. so i kept waiting for 156.

11.20am, im still at that bus stop waiting for bus. -.-
gave up waiting so just took whatever bus that comes first to mrt station.

at mrt escalator, saw my train close doors and leave.
so total i miss 2 bus and 1 train. what a great day to start with uh.
and finally reached bishan. called my friends to ask which table they are but she din answer my phone.
so decided to just walk in and find.
and lucky i spotted them. =D

had fish &chips and ice lemon. damn full.
but eileen still not full so she order another fish & chips.
after eating we walked to sch for cca.
stayed in sch for 3hr 30mins.
we left at 4pm. walked to Each a cup store to buy drinks.
after buying we wanted to walk to library but our drinks cant go in so we drank finish our drinks.
while drinking and talking, eileen saw a string of hair in her drink. so disgusting!

after that we were find dustbin to throw our drinks before going into the library.
went in library to find a place for us to do our project.
but there's no space so we decided to go to the childrens' section. and there's plenty of space.
seated down for awhile, me & gina started to smell someone farted! SOOO DAMN SMELLY LARHS!!

after that we saw a cute boy! he soooo cute that gina and me fell in love to that boy. XD
before he leave, he gave us a flying kiss! OH MY! my heart just melted by that kiss!
we left not long after that, eileen stayed at library as she is waiting for someone.

that's all.
ciao~! ^^

- Quotes from twitter and me -

♥ Leave is a simple word in dictionary, but in life is the most powerful word in life, so powerful that your heart would even feel the pain like being stabbed.

♥ I'm Sitting Here Trying To Keep My Composure, Knowing Inside I'm Broken and Tore Up.

♥ Believe that God puts people in your life for a reason, and removes them from your life for a better reason.

♥ My head screamed no. My heart whispered yes. Reality told me not to. But hope told me to try.

♥ You should know that "ILY" Means Im leaving You.. which Means If You Really Love Someone you would take the time to spell it out.

♥ GUYS: You can never change her past but you can create the most beautiful future that any woman has ever seen.

2011-04-03T20:46:00.011+08:00

Sat, 2 April.
fall asleep while waiting for jiaen & zihui to call me.
at 2plus zihui called and i was so rush to get my things ready, so rush that i forgotten to change my spect to the new one. =/
took a straight bus to far east.
went to a salon as zihui wanna cut hair and while zihui is at salon, me and jiaen went to walk around to look for nice bags. saw one at red code but is very similar to one of my spoiled bag =/
then suddenly jiaen remembered about friendship band, and just nice zihui called us.
in the end bought a blue mixed colour friendship band.

walked around far east alittle longer then zihui suggested to go cineleisure to look for bags.
leg hurts after walking to cineleisure. and while walking to cineleisure we saw patricia! its been a long time i've seen her, miss her damn lots!
look around and still cant find nice bags! so left with no choice we just walk in to every shop to see, and after a few shops we saw a bag is nice and is white but i don really like it cause i alr have lots of bag is in white colour.
then jiaen suggested to go flea to take a look, and after all there isnt any bags!
went back to the previous shop, thinking whether to buy that bag. while thinking jiaen saw a nicer bag and i decided to buy that bag.

and finally we had our dinner at scape, sakae sushi!
me and zihui wasnt able to finish our food, cause so damn lots.
went to walk around and jiaen notice that me and zihui's friendship band fall off! wanted to find it back but jiaen they all say can buy again. hope nothing will happen.

went to new look before heading home.
tried two heels, the first heels was so uncomfortable and hurts my ankle! but the second one is so comfy and nice! wanted to but its too hight and ex, and i wasnt very good at wearing heels =/

after that train to amk and bus home after that.

Sun, 3 April.
woke up at 10 plus, but out of my bed and 11am.
bathed and changed to get ready to go out and meet mom at toapayoh with sis.
went to optical to see spect as my sis wanna have one.

went to meet my godmom at coffee shop then headed to uncle's house tgt but sis headed back home cause she wanna sent jacky back to chen su lan.

stayed at uncle's house for couples of hours. cause my uncle they all wanted to go singapore flyer for dinner.
ate bak ku teh, ice kachang, meat and fish ball, satay bee hoon and yong tao fu.
our table is full of food!
walked around before heading home.

that's all.
ciao~! ^^

-Qoutes from twitter-

♥ Laugh like you have never been hurt, cause every moment you spend upset is a moment of happiness you will never get back.

♥ Whenever i cant hold my tears, i would just pretend that my eyes are itchy.

♥ Everyone changes but not the one in the photos.

♥ A smile is the best makeup any girl can wear.

♥ Sometimes you just have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back the tears and just walk away.

♥ Sometimes friends just can't understand what I'm feeling, that's why I wanna be alone.

♥ U.G.L.Y = (U)nique (G)orgeous (L)ovely (Y)ou

2011-03-24T17:19:00.000+08:00

now at eileen's house dicussing for sbm and cs roleplay.

when coming to eileen's house with ziying, we had lots of staircase to climb. -.-

both of us were tired. after reaching our destination.

after we meet eileen, we went to find charcoal, and we walk one round to find charcoal!

somemore when we found the charcoal got one stupid uncle scold me! Bloody idiot!!

he scolded me because he thought i was correcting him when im not even correcting him!

i was telling ziying about the mop stick and he thought i was mocking about his chinese.

somemore still say i rude! he more rude lo!! and still thinks that he is right, i am wrong! WTF larhs!!!

that's all.
ciao~! ^^

2011-02-28T18:24:00.001+08:00

wasnt able to use com for days as ah ma just passed away.
and everytime i wake up, i wish all was just a dream.

today morning went to sch wasnt in the good mood, but after a while my mood get better and better.
all thanks to my friends who cheered me up =)
after we went to mac to eat ice cream, fries and coke. and gossip =D
after eating we went toilet then we stood outside and gossip as we don know where to sit.
we had lots of laughter ^^ ♥
after that we all went home.

sometimes i hope all these are just dreams, once i woke up everything is still at where it is.
as grandma is still at home, watching show.
i also i know that it can never be a dream, and it's time for me to accept it.
but it's hard to accept it.

2011-02-15T20:00:00.001+08:00

wasn't really happy these few days as grandma is now in hospital...
hope she will recover soon ...

today in sch, sang korean song with gina was fun ! =D
but rained heavily =/
and my shoes are wet, don know tmr go sch how !
hope tmr will be a great day for me...

2011-02-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

today school end at 3pm.
waited for kok ping to come.
waited for 45mins, damn hot and thristy.
chat with kok ping for 1 hour then xin fa came.
after that we took train home but they took the wrong train...

today just wasnt a good day for me...
first, woke up late.
second, noticed that i forgotten to bring pe shirt and pants.
lastly, was rushing my cs assignments like hell and my teacher din even want to collect it.
even though my day wasnt good, but i face it with a smile and telling my self it will be better. =)

2010-12-29T17:51:00.003+08:00

25.12.10, satuday.
went to uncle's house after that headed to universal studio.

saw this car at henderson when i was eating

28.12.10, tuesday.

had dinner with jiaen & zihui @ bugis, seoul garden.

2010-10-24T18:24:00.000+08:00

town with jiaen and zihui on 18/10/10 =)

2010-09-08T14:09:00.000+08:00

today was english paper 1 and 2.
did something very hilarious in paper 1 =/
super not happy with my paper 1, hope i can take back the paper and redo it !
seriously, i don think i will be able to pass my english =/
damn disappointed in myself !
prelim i did so well but nlevel i did so badly =/
is like what the hell larhs.

seriously, why am i such a dumbass ?!

2010-09-02T12:20:00.001+08:00

ytd ice skating was fun =D
even though i don even know how to skate. =/

2010-08-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

went to tampines as mom and jacky have to go there to see doctor.
after that went to tampines mall to find my slippers =D
bought one vest, a pants and slippers =D
damn happy larhs =)

2010-08-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

had mt listening and reading paper, and also eng listening paper. almost fell asleep during eng listening paper as i din sleep well last night =/

went to slack till zihui came.
then headed home.

2010-08-11T18:47:00.001+08:00

had english paper 1 and 2 today. both papers were okay.
went to slack for awhile then headed to huiqin's house.
jiaen and i had lots of fun playing with baobei while huiqin is sleeping.
after that had been entertaining jayden =D it so tiring as he is so hyper ! =/

2010-08-09T13:26:00.001+08:00

7/8/2010, saturday
heard that bro had sell his car, so from next friday onwards there will not be no one fetching me home when it's raining ! =/

8/8/2010, sunday
celebrated national day at aunt's house. ^^
met many friends that i've not met for a long time.
and also learned how to play table tennis alr =D

HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!
my this new phone really sucks! it's so lag when typing message!
wish can change a better phone right away !

2010-08-03T17:39:00.000+08:00

today mr tan insult me in front of the class ! damn angry larhs !

anyway today my dad got stuck in his room as his room door got stuck ! HAHA!
but bro tried to help him up but failed to so in the we called the locksmith and waited for them to come.
so my dad got stuck in there like for an hour ?

2010-07-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

watched blood pledge with zihui, huiqin and jiaen.
got scared by the sound effect.
this may the last time i'll be watching horror movie. =/

2010-06-28T09:08:00.000+08:00

ytd went to uncle's house.wasnt really feeling well. =/
after that went to cineleisure to watch toy story 3 3D.
after watching it, im having a high fever!
quickly went to had dinner and rush back home.
went to see doctor. waited for the doctor for 1hr plus!
took tempreture, it was 38.3 =/
walk home. and i was sweating like hell =/
bath and ate medicine, and rush to bed.

today early morning wake up!
took tempreture, it was 38.4.
quickly took medicine and no fan!
now finally fever had gone down!
hope tmr can go back to sch!

2010-06-21T16:46:00.000+08:00

first day at chalet. 18/06/10
had bbq at night, and there's crab!
my mom cooked chilli crab there =D the crab was nice =D
and there's nothing left as at around 11plus all was hungry again.
at around 12 plus went to subway to have supper. =D

second day. 19/06/10
din sleep well the whole night because the bed and pillow wasn't nice to lie down on.
and early in the morning my dad's phone keep on ringing, it's damn irritating !
ate breakfast and went back to chalet to wait for jiaen and zihui to come, so we can go in wild wild wet tgt.
wild wild wet was fun but it also killing me because since we came back from wild wild wet, i had body ache.
and i lie down on bed while jiaen and zihui they all bbq-ing
while i was lying down, all my cousins and aunts, uncles ask my mom, am i sleeping.
but i wasnt sleeping, i am just resting.
really feel like sitting up and say i am not sleeping, pls stop saying im sleeping. =/
but i din cause i don have the strength =/
had a mid night movie at ehub.
the movie started at 12.40 and ended at 3 plus.
i was so tired but cant sleep yet as i have to send jiaen and zihui home and also have to go home to get some clothes as i suddenly have to stay till mon.

third day. 20/06/10
woke up very early because of my dad' and mom's phone.
their phone kept on ringing and no one pick it up!
had breakfast and went back to chalet to play monopoly.
then went to ehub to play X-rider.
ride two times and it's giving me a headache.
then headed towards to ferris wheel.
and my headache got worse.
and finally back to chalet to have our dinner.
ate alot! more than the first day i had ate.

at night only left my god sis, cousin, jacky and me.
when everyone got home.
12 plus then fell to slp.
as for my cousin, she kept on waking up to turn up and down the aircon.

last day. 21/06/10
phone alarm ring at 7 am
but we woke up at 7.30 am
all of us were so tired !
din get enough sleep.
had breakfast at mac.
after that headed back to chalet and slp for awhile while waiting for my uncle to come fetch us.

reached home, straight away headed to bed !

2010-06-14T16:14:00.002+08:00

stayed at my aunt's house for 5 days.
things happen when i'm staying at aunt's house.

first day. 09/06/10
aunt's house > chalet > aunt's house.

second day. 10/06/10
vivo city > sentosa > vivo city > aunt's house
played luge, damn fun !

third day. 11/06/10
china town > ion > changi airport
went to had breakfast at china town then headed to ion as our hongkong friends wanna go shopping.
after shopping, we sent them off.

fourth day. 12/06/10
stayed at aunt's house the whole day as my aunt was sick =/

fifth day. 13/06/10
uncle's house > china town > home sweet home

2010-05-25T17:43:00.002+08:00

fri - had shatec program and we backed cream puffs =D

sat - bishan > takashimaya > ion > far east > lido > bishan > changi airport > home sweet home =D
ate lots of things at takashimaya with sis, then bought a mango shirt and headed to ion to meet my sis's friends.
at ion walked a while then headed to far east to buy my swimming costume and bought a birthday present for jiaen =D stayed at far east for a long time then went to lido to have our dinner =D
then headed to bishan to watch shrek 3, the show is nice, and it's nicer than shrek 2 =D
after that headed to changi airport for a drink. lastly, go home SLEEP =D

mon - shatec program again.

i forgot what the thing cook name but it looks like a sausage and it's nice =D

and got scolded by dad because of mom!
damn angry!
said sorry to her last night but she ignored me.

tues - when to simei ite.
saw my pri sch friend there, it's so coincidence =D after so long for not contacting each other.
super regret going there =/
not fun at all, and we din participate in anything courses because all were full, only smart house is not.
but we doesnt wan to go there =/
so we joined the tour group =/
but good for us as we can go home early after our lunch =D
but we din eat as we din wan to.
and we had to go back on our own as we are the only one going home early as others cant go home.
asked mr tee to longbang me home but he refuse to =/
got out of simei ite, we took 31 to tampines and took 72 to hougang to had our lunch =D
had mac for lunch as we don have enough money and there's lots of crowd everywhere =/
then took bus home =D

just now talked to mom a little, better than nothing.
not sure whether she's still angry with me =/

私は愛する

2010-05-19T17:27:00.001+08:00

ever since i quarrel with my mom, bad things just happen on me =/
like, my phone and shoe spoil and this morning raining cant find umbrella then when i found it and get out of the house, it stopped raining =/
damn fuck up larhs

anyway not goin to say sorry to her...

2010-05-18T17:50:00.001+08:00

got back all our papers today... and i did very badly =/

eng paper 1 - 56 / 80
eng paper 2 - 46.5 / 60
maths paper 1 - 35 / 50
maths paper 2 - 25 / 50
food studies - 28.5 / 50
EBS - 70 /100
CPA paper 1 - 31 / 50
CPA paper 2 - 48 / 50

teachers said i drop my maths. =/
all because of mr koh give sec 2, sec 3 maths.
and all that maths i have all forgotten =/
and who the hell will remember those maths we learnt.
and this year i only got 1 A =/
seriously, i must study real hard! =/

2010-05-17T18:29:00.004+08:00

fri - went out celebrate jiaen's and zihui's birthday.
we went to aston to had our dinner and took us to wait for 1 hour plus =/
but the food is damn nice larhs =D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAEN AND ZIHUI! =DDD
wish both of you all the best =D
and finally you all can watch NC 16 movie alr =)

quarrelled with my mom on sat.

she accused me that not buying food for her as i told her i would buy.
and it's not i don wan to buy, is that there isn't any food that i can buy for her as all the shops closed.
then she say i din call her. so late alr still call her she will definitely scold me des lo.
super damn angry with her larhs!
sometimes, i really think that friends are just better than a mother...

seriously, is it really my fault?

other parents celebrate their children birthday with their children, while mine only celebrate with friends and aunt.
really jealous.

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2010-05-13T18:29:00.000+08:00

mon - EBS paper! damn hard! don even understand a single thing =/
went out eat with jiaen.
tues - FS paper! cant remember what i have studied! -.-
ate mac with jiaen, zihui and pamela =D
wed - maths paper 1! quite easy but stuck at one question =X
thurs (today) - maths paper 2 and cpa paper 1! Maths damn hard! as there's alot of sec 2 and sec 3 work maths! and all sec 2 and sec 3 maths i have all returned to teacher. -.-
cpa was ok but don understand some questions. =/

sweeped and mopped the floor as mom is sick =/
damn tired!

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2010-05-07T14:28:00.000+08:00

today took down lots of notes, preparing for next week exam. =/
how i wish there isnt any exams.
slack with jiaen and huiqin for awhile then went home.

din go out with jiaen and co. anymore as they wanted to watch ip man =/
anyway jiaen said we can go out watch movie another time, to watch movie we wan to watch =D

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2010-05-05T18:15:00.001+08:00

watched Iron Man 2 last sat, with family =D
this show damn exciting and funny =D
fri, will be watching Bounty Hunter with jiaen and co. =)

these days, the weather really sucks !
makes me no mood and headache =/
super sucks, this year.

私は愛する

2010-04-11T10:05:00.000+08:00

Friday after school went to watch How To Train Your Dragon.
The show is damn nice larhs =D
din regret watching =D
i love the dragon went it's toothless. HAHA!
after the movie went to eat suki sushi.

2010-04-01T21:53:00.000+08:00

having elective progamme which only have 5days and it's only for 3NT and 4 NT.
and 3 NT do hair styling all this as for us, sec 4 NT, we do culinary skills...
and i din expect cooking would be fun =/
somemore i was one of the people who needs to serve the food. =/
the most shocking is that, some one like me, who don even know how to cook, have gotten top creativity award =/ and get two fairprice voucher.
and when i got home, i immediately change the voucher with my dad...
i told him to give me two 10 dollor notes. HAHAHA!!! =D

today pester jiaen to eat pasta mania with me =D
after sch headed to zihui's house as she wants to take her pe shirt
for some resaon we took taxi there.
ater that we headed to hougang mall to my cabonara!!!! =DDD
haha! damn happy as i can finally eat my cabonara
i kept saying quickly rain cause it's like goin to rain, then when it rains, jiaen and zihui scold me =/

after that headed to hougang stadium....
it's so hot there and so tiring...
somemore stay there for like 2 hours...
now a days whether is so damn hot....
i felt like i melt someday, somehow =X

2010-02-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE~~~~!!!
went to temple first then went to my uncle's house to eat breakfast.
then after that went to my mom's uncle's house.
lastly, we went to my 2nd uncle's house.
home sweet home..
slept for 3 hours =D

later will be watching movie =D
waiting for the time to watch movie!

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2010-01-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

saturday, 23/01/10
shop at johor.
got mosquito bite =/ super pain!

sunday, 24/01/10
bugis > amk > home sweet home
bought a button shirt @ bugis =)
ate shodoku ( don know whether i spelled correctly =/)
then took bus to amk to buy clothes for jacky.
walk for a long time as we cant find any boys' clothes, as all the boys' and only boys' clothes are right at the end. =/
damn tired!

wednesday, 27/01/10
mac > sch
as today sch starts late, we went to serangoon garden to eat mac.
really regret walking to serangoon garden ! =X
it took us 15 mins to reach there! leg damn pain larhs!

after ordering the food and settle down saw zihui.
then we wait for zihui and walk back to sch with them, cause if we take bus it took us more time and we will be late!
so we walk to sch... almost late.
it's a good choice to eat breakfast, cause pe damn tired and need alot of energy.

after recess was ebs.
teacher told us to quickly go hall line up as we will be having coursework.
the coursework was ok but there are somethings that i don really understand. =/
and i din have enough time to paste my last 2 images. =/
after that was maths... teacher scold us as we were laughing and playing...
last period was assembly.
the talk was damn boring! =/
teacher say it will end at 2 but ended up 2.10 =/
slack for awhile then went home for my food =D

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2010-01-14T20:23:00.000+08:00

N Level is coming and we only have a few months preparing for it. Really cant procastinating the time anymore. Now there are many coursework and many things to study.
And cant be like last time, being playful, fooling around and must pay attention in class =/
Especially NA maths! cant do worksheets and cant sleep or daydreaming in class. =/

2009-12-28T15:16:00.001+08:00

thursday went to aunt's celebate x'mas
played monopoly then play pictionary =D
had lots of fun there.
then stayed there till sun then come back home.

fri went to eat suki sushi with cousins then went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks.

sat went to ion.
shop awhile then went back to uncle's house then aunt's house.

today went out to buy things with huiqin and pat.
pat only buy uni then 7 eleven then went home
huiqin and i went to NTUC then home sweet home

planning to watch Avarta with sis.

2009-12-17T00:03:00.001+08:00

went to bishan with sis and her frens.
as they all wanted o buy presents.
after buying things we went to pastamania.=D
after that home sweet home =)

2009-12-14T16:57:00.002+08:00

tues, 13, sunday
hair cut > bishan > AMK > home sweet home.
went to cut hair early in the morning, damn tired
then went to bishan for lunch and shopping...
sis bought me a pair of scandal. =D
after that headed to AMK for manicure.
took one hour to do finish the manicure, and it's just in time for facial..
my sis took almost 2 hours to do finish =/
and lastly home sweet home... =)

waiting for that to come...

2009-12-07T15:47:00.000+08:00

thursday went to see doctor and had a big quarrel with my mom... we din talk from that day till sun...
as i apologise to her...
actually i din plan to apologise to her, cosz i think im not wrong.
and everytime i saw her, it will remind me what she said to me...
and sometimes i wan to apologise to her but when i see her i cant say the word 'sorry'
but finally i said the word 'sorry' ytd =D
felt released =D

2009-11-30T15:13:00.009+08:00

fri went to uncle's house as it was very hot and bored @ home...

sat went to Wisma > Ion > Takashimaya > aunt's house to overnight...
first we went to eat, then went in to Lousi Vuitton as my aunt wan to buy a bag.
then headed to Ion. my aunt bought a wallet for me as a birthday present =D
and my mom also bought a jewellries box. =D

next, we went to takashimaya to wait for my uncle...
waited @ starbucks. =D
then we went to Crystal Jade for dinner...
the food there was nice =D

then lastly went to aunt's house but before that we went to my house as i need to take my things. =)

2009-11-16T10:41:00.000+08:00

saturday went out for dinner. =D
the food is nice and had alots of fun there but my stomach spoils my mood! =/

this soup looks disgusting but it taste nice =)

sunday went to malaysia with mom and co.

shopped for awhile then went to eat.

and the seafood there is damn so nice and delicious. =D

2009-11-13T10:10:00.000+08:00

cleaned my room last night. it seems like we are moving out =/
cause all the things were being thrown or put it at the living room...
as our new bed frame and wordrobe are coming later in the afternoon.
finally my grandma's things will be at my bro's room not at ours =D
and our room will also be very spacious! haha!
cant wait for my wordrobe to come!

last sunday went to uncle's house as it was my passed away uncle's birthday.
and wed went to central to find my godsis.
stayed there till 3pm with my cousin.

hope tmr's dinner will be a pleasant one =)

2009-11-03T17:05:00.000+08:00

last isnt feeling well =/ stomach super pain... vomit all the food i ate =/ but wasnt hungry at all...
and lost my voice last night, fortunately my voice came back this morning =D

morning went to central to do things then went to hougang to lunch with godsis. =)
ate long john silvers. super full =/

2009-11-03T09:39:00.000+08:00

saturday, 31/10/09
instead of goin out with patricia, i went to night safari with jiaen and co.
took lots of pics. i was scared by one hyperactive guy who goes around to scare ppl.
fortunately, favian's father bought the wrong ticket all else i will be crying inside =/

the tram of terror...

this girl kept looking at me and i also don know why =/

this the hyperactive guy im afraid of =/

2009-10-30T15:12:00.000+08:00

tues, watched Resident evil with sis.
it's damn disgusting and scary but very nice =D

today took back all our papers and report book.
and jiaen was the first =D
JIAEN, CONGRATES!!! =D
and i din know who was what rank cause mr tan forgot all the rank! =/

tmr was supposed to go night safari. but my dad don allow =/
so tmr will celebrating patricia's birthday! =D
hopefully i can go out tmr =D

2009-10-27T15:08:00.000+08:00

today's programme was ok.
had mac for breakfast but our tea was took by someone =/
and wasn't able to go to serangoon garden cause of the rain =/
after that programme stayed in class as we thought our subject teacher will be coming =/
took some pic in class too =)

after sch slack with jiaen, zihui and favian awhile.
feel like i really din slack with them for a long time =/

and lastly i almost fell down =/ fortunately jiaen was standing beside me =)
hopefully my leg will recover soon!

2009-10-23T19:54:00.000+08:00

passed all my exams =D
now go sch so boring! don know what kind of programme is that =/
damn boring till me and jiaen almost wanted to jump out of sch!
hopefully tues can don go sch =/
now counting down for sch holiday!!!! =D

freak! ankel still hasnt recover!!
somemore need to wait till next yr then can drink cold drinks! FREAK!!!!!!

2009-10-13T15:13:00.000+08:00

ytd cpa paper 1 and NA maths paper 1.
cpa was abit hard. and the more i do, the more i feel like sleeping =/
i slept once i do finish the paper =/
din know how to do NA maths paper 1 =/ so damn hard.
but fortunately mr tee gave me some clue

today had EBS and naths paper 2
manage to do the paper with some thinking
but maths i din know how to do the rotational! =/ so asked taowei for ans...
and mr tan thought im giving ppl my ans =/

2009-10-09T23:06:00.007+08:00

wed had eng listening and mt listening...
eng was damn tricky...
totally don understand what they talking =/

thursday had eng compo and paper 2
panic through out the compo as i cant rmb what i wanted to write =/
eng paper 2 was quite easy.

today maths paper 1 was ok but there's one question that i din even learn before =/
felt so unfair!
and also something bad happened today!
finally know why i doesn't wan to stay back with friends, is because in front of them i have to put on a fake mask. it's tiring putting on a fake mask and also putting a fake mask in front of my parents. and finally i don need to put a fake mask in front of my parents.
i told mom all the unhappiness in me. and she knew that i've been having headache is because im giving myself stress...
she told me that i doesn't need to act strong in front of her..
she also told even i din get good results, but at least i tried. and she know that i've tried.
and she told my dad that not to scold me if i din get good results.
~~seems like my happiness ended like feris wheel.~~
feels good after writing all my feelings down =)

2009-10-05T19:52:00.000+08:00

Sat, 3/10/09
went to uncle's house to pray.
at night played fireworks with sis and jacky.

Mon, 5/10/09

stayed in sch and studied with huiqin and co.

back home and bathed and went straight to slp. =/

was very tired!

tmr still need to stay back for remedial. =/

2009-09-28T16:03:00.000+08:00

Saturday, 26/09/09.
went to Hog's Breath Cafe @ Toa Payoh for dinner.
wasn't a pleasant dinner =/

Sunday, 27/09/09.
went to a hotel for breakfast, cant remember what hotel is that. =/
the food there was delicious.
we ate quite alot =/
and i were very full till at night =/

2009-09-23T15:26:00.000+08:00

cooked cheesy chicken balls and caramel custard.
the cheesy chicken balls went out nice but the caramel custard wasn't nice
took pics of it but i din save so the pics were gone =/

2009-09-22T15:03:00.000+08:00

went to chalet on sat. =D
and was supposed to stay there till mon but mon have to go some where so only stay till sun =/
saturday's food was nice but sunday's food more nicer =D
went to escape theme to play on sunday as we had free tickets. =D
but only played three stations because last station was damn shocking and Jacky was frightened by it =/

2009-09-05T09:47:00.000+08:00

ytd went to my uncle's house for dinner.
din really wan to go there but if i don go i wont have anything to eat =/
so i went =/
there super boring but lucky me, we only sat there for a while then went back home =)

2009-08-16T12:46:00.000+08:00

the movie, " where got ghost " was nice. enjoyed it alot =)
and the second story was damn scary =/ but some part very funny..
and, the sound effect is so damn loud =/

2009-08-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

cousin came to my house today and we also wanting to meet tgt next week tues or wed.
felt like it has been a long time spending time with cousin...

anyways, im very happy as tmr night will be watching movie " where got ghost "
and will having dinner outside =D
but also sad cosz cant watch orphan as it is NC 16 =/
and somemore the show seems to be a nice show =/ sighs...

2009-08-10T17:18:00.000+08:00

went to aunt's house for house warming as she bought a new house on sat.
they all wanted to pull me into the water =/
and was supposed to stay they but din =/

sunday stayed @ home...
it was really good to stay at home with my family when my grandmother not at home.. =/

2009-07-26T18:05:00.003+08:00

went to my cousin's house to celebrate lovelle's birthday sunday.

we all went into a room to play =D

and something hit me =/ very pain and it's still swollen =/

we cut cake at ard 3pm.

the cake was nice! =D

upper part has no wine as the lower part has wine in it.

and the lower part is more nicer.

but i din get the chance to eat it =/

took some pics but cant upload =/

don know what has happened to the blogger! argh!

2009-07-23T20:59:00.002+08:00

went straight home after sch as my frens are goin out to horror movie..

heard from jiaen that the movie isn't really scary. wasn't feeling good abt something..

2009-07-18T20:04:00.002+08:00

Later goin to my anut's house and stay there till tmr morning i think.

as we wanted to go malaysia with aunt and co.

din really feel like goin =/

boring day! =/

2009-07-14T17:46:00.002+08:00

saturday, 11/7/09.

went to my aunt's new house to paint the walls.

went to roland restaurant for dinner. =)

stayed at my aunt's house =D

sunday, 12/7/09.

continue to paint the walls.

and my cousins came.

luckily she came all else i'll be bored till death =/

played wii for awhile then played psp.

after that used com with my cousin.

dinner @ yishun.

the food damn nice =D

then home sweet home =)

2009-07-08T18:59:00.002+08:00

today elective programme was fun but i wasnt feeling well.
half way through i was having a bad runny nose. =/

reached home and bathed.
but still isn't feeling well.
so went to slp.
after i slp still not feeling well my mom still nag at me =/ fck! she is definitely a bitch!
im sick and she does even show concern only know how to nag! hell!

2009-07-06T18:15:00.002+08:00

saturday, 4/7/09.

went out for dinner.

after dinner, we decided to stay @ my aunt's house.

at ard 12 plus. i fall asleep.

sunday, 5/7/09.

we woke up at 9 plus. no matter what i do there will always be a reason.

and went out for breakfast. then went home.

but this time i don know why i don wan to stay back with frens.

2009-07-04T11:55:00.003+08:00

ytd came back from sch wasnt feeling well. =/

slp awhile but still not feeling well, in the evening my dad told my mom that i wasnt look good.

so my sis touched my head and say that im having fever. =/

so when to see doctor. waited 10 mins for the doctor to come. =/

doctor said my tempreture is 38.2. =/

today felt much better but im still having a bit of fever =/

hope will recover by sun.

2009-06-24T17:51:00.002+08:00

just now went to meet huiqin to buy some things.

and this week is my last week of holiday! =/

din really enjoyed it. =/ and this holiday is my worst holiday i ever had.

i am really a useless person. i cant even get what i want.

so close yet so far. i can see it but just cant get it.

2009-06-20T18:42:00.005+08:00

ytd took bus to meet sis and mom to go hospital to see my auntie.

reached hospital then go eat delifrance with bro sis and cousin.

then went to PS to buy present for my father.

then took train back home.

now im at my uncle's house using my cousin's com. =)

but this com super lag =/

but no choice this is the only thing that can let me stay away from boredness. =/

as my phone is now low batt. i ytd night told huiqin that when sch reopen i will seldom slack or eat with them =/

that's all i don know why but i just feel like telling her that.

buai buai =) i know it would hurt her and my frens but i really doesnt wan to slack or eat. all i wan is to be alone.
i suddenly felt that actaully being alone is not a bad thing. im sorry frens

2009-06-19T10:54:00.002+08:00

ytd went to vivo with my sis and co. =D

had lots of fun =D walked alot ytd.

and now my leg hurts =/

today was supposed to meet my sis @ hougang to buy present for my father

but i was too tired =/

that's all

buai buai

2009-06-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

took bus 70 to find my sis.
sat there waiting for her to release from work.
after that went to cut hair. =D
after that called cheyenne jie where to meet but in the end din meet as my sis and i wore too casual =/
after that went to bishan to eat pasta =DDD then went to purpur shop to buy clothes.
and i saw one clothes very nice but i don dare to wear it =/
then went to yoshinoya to buy food for my mom.
then went home =)
that's all.
BUAI BUAI ~ =)

2009-06-09T13:01:00.005+08:00

din post for a long as something bad crop up =/

been staying at my uncle's house.

missed my bed and com ! =/

wake up early this morning to go temple to take things.

after that went to eat then go my uncle's house.

played my cousin's iphone, com and psp =DD

after that my mom came to fetch me home.

that's all.

BUAI BUAI !~

goodbye uncle,
rest in peace and
do take care of yourself =)

2009-06-02T11:57:00.000+08:00

finally watched finish boys over flowers =D
now finding show to watch.
been staying at home =/
damn boring! =/

sunday, 31/5/09.

uncle's house > Mac > anutie's house > serangoon garden > home
played wii at auntie's house. =D
then went to serangoon garden to eat wonton noodles.
that's all.
BUAI BUAI!~

2009-05-29T08:59:00.003+08:00

im currently in sch using com. =D

wednesday, 27 May 2009
I fell down during NAPFA test, first station.
Was damn embarrassing. =/
and a few station i cant do cosz my leg was injured =/

today maybe after sch slack with huiqin and co. =)

that's all
BUAI BUAI!~

2009-05-22T15:07:00.002+08:00

meet up with jiaen and co in the morning to go sch tgt.
nothing much happened in sch.
but had a fight with jeannie but is play play one =D

after sch went to serangoon garden to eat western with huiqin and co. =D
that's all.
BUAI BUAI! =D

2009-05-18T09:51:00.002+08:00

im now currently in sch bloggin.
i made a mistake, i thought saturday was zihui's birthday but actually her birthday is on sunday.
Sorry zihui and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! wish you all the best.

saturday went out with huiqin and co. to celebrate zihui's and darren's birthday.
we went to swensens to celebrate their birthday.
they also wanted to celebrate jiaen's birthday but cant as her birthday was over.
after that they wanted to watch movie but the movie start at 11 pm so they cant watch.
and i also need to go home early so they fetch me home and took cab down to AMK.

today is darren's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Wish you all the best.

2009-05-15T18:13:00.002+08:00

nothing much happen today.

ytd was jiaen's birthday! =D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAEN! =D
WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!
and sorry jiaen, ytd you cut cake i wasn't there =/

tmr will be zihui's birthday =D
tmr would be goin out to celebrate zihui's and darren's birthday =D
hope everything would go well tmr =/

things aren't where it is anymore! =/

and i finally know why there's something not right, maybe im thinking too much but im sure of it. I really hope nothing bad would happen as im had enough of it!